I am in no mood and in no motivation to work, or to live. This is a phase, emotionally which is tough, seems like my world has ended and the sky has fallen and that I have nothing to live for.
Thoughts like these and state of mind like this can ruin anyone, and today I find myself in a battle with them, once again.
There’s a hole in my chest through which pain pours in, pain that takes the will to live away from me.
This does not mean I am tempted to die, this feeling just makes me want to go away.
Dissolve is the word, vaporize is the verb.
I wish I was a waterfall manifesting in a dense forest, flowing out, opposing the inward flow of pain within.
A waterfall that is joyous, happy, giving, alone, content.
For if I have to live away from you, then I would want to be nothing but such a waterfall.
I am an airplane with no wings
A sea plane with no sea
A bike with no handlebars or wheels..
I am a bird with no beak
A flower with no seeds
A ground with no trees
The clouds won’t be the same
I would feel dry when it rains
All my smiles will bring me pain
The Sunset won’t be a spectacle
The Sunrise won’t be a miracle
Everything in between the two, will be a long, still night.