Floods of Hurt

Once upon a time,

Words didn’t rhyme.

I have lost myself

Never to find

How did this happen?

Loosing my mind.

Drowned in sorrow

There’s no tomorrow

Sinking everything

If heart was a bone, pain is marrow.

You are right to see,

How badly I did

Breaking you in pieces

It was wrong of me.

That crime is heinous

I deserve jail

I deserve a lot of punishment

My heart has failed.

From waking up to your kisses,

I am waking up to your hatred

And it’s nothing wrong

As you are simply returning the favour.

You failed to see my love in what I did

And doing that you showed me my value,

I have to blow and sip on the tea; careful,

Or else there will be no tongue; unburned.

I am sorry for I broke you

But I was just trying to show you the truth

You thought of me as a jerk

Forgetting all that we have worked for.

But it’s nothing wrong,

As you just returned the favour

I deserve this pain of drowning

Floods of hurt would actually be a favour.

I have learnt my lessons,

And I will never hurt you again

But if loving you hurts you,

Do you want me to halt my love train?

I love you, but I am poor

I will be rich, but have to pay my dues first

Dues in suffering, and in hurt and pain

Floods of hurt, are actually a favour.

Yes I love you, more than anything and anyone,

But all it takes for you to judge me,

Is one call, one word, one mistake, one error..

I said I am sorry,

Didn’t know where to take my hurt

Today I am okay

As I am taking the pain down with the flood.

I have lost my heart,

And I feel the emptiness in my chest

I am sure it’s lying somewhere in a dustbin

It’s now worst what was once the best.

I was a fool,

to be open to you

Little did I realise

I should have gently loved you .

Broken heart,

broken home,

broken will,

but we still go on

Thanks to you,

your love is accessible

The one I saved as a fixed deposit

From a time everything was lovable.

I love you,

And am grateful for your love,

I am sorry I dragged you

In my flood of hurt.

Forgive me if you can,

I won’t force it on you anymore.

I am sorry I could not give you the life

You always deserved.

Wish you the best

Better than the rest

Life is a test

A beautiful fest

Glad I could meet you,

Now I know love,

I will forever remember you,

Only for your love.

I am sorry from the bottom of my heart.

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